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I Drank a Liter & a Half Of Vodka Every Night & Still Told Myself I Didn't Have A Problem
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I Was Drinking So Hard I Couldn't Get Out Of Bed | From $100K A Week Steroid Empire To Prison
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I Shot Fentanyl Until I Was Completely Unconscious | Jail, Losing My Daughter & How I Finally Got Sober
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I Shot Heroin With USB Cords Tied To My Arm After 2 Tours In Afghanistan | 7 Years Sober
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I Found Out I Was Adopted At 13, Got My First DUI At 18 & Did 4 Months In Jail | 3.5 Years Sober
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I Blacked Out Every Night While Running The San Francisco Bureau of HuffPost | Highrise Suicide Attempt and How I Got Sober
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I Drank A Bottle Of Scotch Every Night | From Alcoholic Depression to 39 Years Sober | Suebelle Robbins
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Inside A Chicago Street Junkie's 20-Year Spiral | 3 DUIs, Heroin, Cook County Jail & Finding God
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I Was Taking 10 Xanax Bars A Night At 17, Stabbed A Woman At 37 Weeks Pregnant & Sat On A Sidewalk Ready To Die | 11 Years Sober
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I Made My First Million On Wall Street At 28 & Was Broke & Addicted To Opiates By 30
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Inside A Functioning Mom's Secret Alcoholism | My 30-Year Battle With Alcoholism
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7-OH Pills Destroyed My Life | The SHOCKING Truth About 7-Hydroxymitragynine Addiction
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I Was Held Hostage By The Cartel In Mexico | Inside A College Addict's Spiral
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I Was A Teacher With Two DUIs | 30 Years of Alcoholism & Finding Sobriety
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I Was Ordering Fentanyl Off The Dark Web In College | Gambling, Xanax & How I Got Sober
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I Did Neurofeedback for Anxiety, Stress & PTSD — Here's What Happened | Compassion Behavioral Health
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He Overdosed, Died 3 Times & Woke Up an Amputee | Now He Has 14 Years Sober
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From Eating Disorder to 30 Years in Recovery: Trauma, EMDR & Healing
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She Married a Drug Dealer in Vegas While Running From Cops | Cocaine Addiction, a Federal Raid & Getting Sober
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Throwing Up Blood & Still Drinking | Stage 4 Cirrhosis, Liver Transplant & 19 Months Sober
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I Survived Iraq…Then Crystal Meth Nearly Destroyed My Life | 5 Felonies, Combat Trauma & Finding Sobriety
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Inside a Heroin Addict’s BRUTAL Lifestyle | Joining a Gang, Attempted Murder, Prison & Sobriety
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I Was Drinking a Bottle of Vodka a Day at 20 | Inside a Young Alcoholic’s DOUBLE Life
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I Was an IV Fentanyl Addict | Heroin, Felonies & How I Finally Got Clean
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I Was Binge Drinking & Doing Coke… But Was High Functioning | Getting Sober Without a Rock Bottom
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Addiction Q&A: Rock Bottom, Relapse, Triggers & Sobriety Truths
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Shooting Heroin in Kensington | I Took a Bus 5 Hours a Day to Get High… From a Normal Childhood
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Addicted at 11: Crack Took Everything From Me | Robbing Dealers, Prison & Finding Sobriety
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A Hollywood Producer’s SHOCKING Addiction to Xanax & Oxycodone
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I Stole an Entire Pharmacy for Drugs | How Heroin Took Over My Life
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I Thought Prison Was My Only Way Out | How Addiction Led Me to 15 Years in Prison
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Navy SEAL to Fentanyl Addict | K9 Attack, Tased, Lost Everything… Then Got Sober
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I Couldn't Stop Using… Even When I Knew It Would Kill Me | Fentanyl Addiction
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I Hid a 10-Year Drug Addiction From My Wife | Blackout, Lies & How I Finally Got Sober
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I Was Drinking Vodka All Day | Car Crash, Hidden Addiction & How I Finally Got Sober
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My Son Was Doing Fentanyl at 16… I Had to Let Him Go to Save His Life
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Heroin Was Killing Me | I Smuggled Drugs into Rikers Island & Nearly Died
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Inside A 14-Year-Old Stripper’s Brutal Addiction | Meth, Overcoming Cancer & Sobriety
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I Blacked Out at 16… Then Tried to End It All | How I Rebuilt My Life in Sobriety
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From Combat Hero to Homeless Addict: An Unbelievable True Story
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Fentanyl Nightmare in Kensington | I Witnessed Hell
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"I Didn’t Want to Exist Anymore" | She was the #1 European Tennis Pro But Her Mental Health was Secretly Unraveling
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Inside a Rockstar's BRUTAL Addiction to Fentanyl | The Miracle Call That Saved My Life
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The Day I Lost Everything | My Battle With Alcohol & The Truth About My Struggle
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I Was Held Hostage by a Biker Gang | Shooting Heroin at 15 Nearly Killed Me
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"I Wanted The Batch That Killed 5 People" | Inside A Brutal Fentanyl Addiction
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I Made $1.2 Million Selling Sneakers While High on Lean & Percocet
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Inside a Heroin Addict's SHOCKING Addiction | How I Lost Everything and Now 12 Years Sober
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Overcoming a 300mg/Day Adderall Habit | 8 Years Sober
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The "Perfect" Mom's Secret: Breaking the Cycle of Addiction
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Addicted to Heroin: Inside an Escort's Life of Chaos and Survival
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Inside a Xanax & Alcohol Addict's Brutal Blackouts | I Was "The Devil"
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I Overdosed 9 Times in One Month on Fentanyl | Oxy, Meth Psychosis, Jail & How I Finally Got Sober
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I Started Drugs at 6 & Became a Heroin Addict | Armed Robberies, Overdose & Recovery
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Inside a Ketamine Addict’s Brutal Lifestyle | The Crash That Left Me Blind in One Eye
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I Couldn’t Stop Drinking Once I Started… I Blacked Out Every Time
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Inside A Heroin Addicts Brutal Lifestyle | Shooting During Pregnancy, Human Trafficked & Sobriety
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I Was Drinking at 12 and Doing LSD by 15 | Drugs, Modeling Party Culture & 11 Years Sober
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“I Shot Heroin Until I Flatlined” | Rikers Island to 10 Years Sober
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I Tried Heroin at 16… and Everything Went Downhill From There
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I Was Drinking Every Day at 16… Flipped My Jeep Drunk at 17 | Then Gambled $3.7 MILLION in Sobriety
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I Was Having Cocaine-Induced Seizures 5x a Day | Gang Life, Trauma & Redemption
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I Had No Veins Left… Fentanyl Was Eating My Body | Dr. Phil, Grand Theft Auto & Sobriety
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Alcohol Was Killing Me | Hallucinations, Severe Esophagitis and How I Found Sobriety
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I Fought in the UFC on LSD | Cartel Arrest, Ayahuasca in Peru & Getting Sober
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A Heroin Addict’s Brutal Double Life | 18 Arrests, Federal Prison & a Multi-Million Dollar Fraud Ring
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Addiction Sent Me to Federal Prison | Drug Trafficking, Sobriety & Managing Surf Legend Andy Irons
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Kidney Failure at 21 from Alcohol & Drugs | I Was Hours From Death
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From A Bronx Tale to Prison & Redemption | Lillo Brancato on Heroin, Rikers Island & 20 Years Sober
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I Married A Junkie | Trauma, Detox, Narcissism & Real Recovery
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“I Lost My Business, My Identity, and Myself to Addiction” | An Executive’s Fall & Recovery
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Abandoned as a Child, Foster Care, Strip Clubs & Addiction Nearly Killed Me
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Fentanyl Addiction Nearly Killed Me | Overdose, Relapse & How I Got Sober
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Addiction Recovery: How to Get Sober, Avoid Relapse, Handle Cravings & Stay Sober Long-Term
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After Hours with Kevin & LJ | What You Don’t See on the Podcast, Addiction Recovery Uncut
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From Executive Bodyguard to Homeless Alcoholic | Jail, Alcoholism, Oxy Addiction & Getting Sober
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A Heroin Addict’s Brutal Life in Kensington | Jail Withdrawals, My Mom Taught Me to Shoot, Sobriety
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“I Died for 10 Minutes” | Fentanyl Overdose, Crack Addiction & How I Got Sober
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Bath Salt Overdose, Crack Addiction & Kratom Relapse After 7 Years Sober | I Lost Everything
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The Dark Side of Alcoholism | I Was Slowly Dying From Alcohol
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My Son Was Murdered… and the Man Who Killed Him Walked Free | A Father’s Unthinkable Nightmare
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Addiction Destroys Families | The Truth About Loving Someone With Mental Illness & Addiction
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I Was a Drink Away From Dying | Cancer, Prison & How Alcohol Took Everything
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I Thought I Could Drink Again After Nearly a Decade Sober | Kratom, Relapse, and Finding Sobriety
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I Swore I Was Quitting Every Morning… and Used Again by Noon | The Reality of Alcohol Addiction
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No One Knew How Bad It Was | Living With an Eating Disorder
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I Drank a Liter of Vodka a Day While Raising My Kids
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Alcohol Nearly Killed Me at 27 | 13 Rehabs, Psych Wards & Near Death Experience
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I Was Either Going to Die by Accident or on Purpose...and I Still Drank | A Young Woman’s Sobriety Story
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She Hid Alcoholism Until Liver Failure Nearly Killed Her | Cirrhosis, Withdrawals & Survival
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Adderall Destroyed My Life | Gambling Addiction, Psychosis & Sobriety
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Alcohol Broke Me | I Was Suicidal in Active Addiction
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I Started Shooting Heroin as a Teen | Overdosed & Flatlined at 18, Homeless to Sober at 19
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OxyContin Destroyed My Life | Trapped on Suboxone, Near-Death Trauma & Sobriety
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I Stuck a NeedIe in My Arm 2 Hours After Prison Release | IV Drug Use, Prison Riots & Getting Sober
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A Marine’s Toughest Battle Wasn’t War — It Was Starting Over as a Single Mom
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New Year, New Me: From 2 Bottles of Wine a Night to Sobriety — Now I’m Living Beyond My Wildest Dreams
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I Was a Blackout Alcoholic at 16 — Near Liver Failure | How I Recovered From Alcoholism
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I Went from Snorting Pills to Snorting Heroin...10 Months Later I Was in Prison
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Cross-Addicted to Alcohol, Drugs, Gambling, Women & Nicotine | A SHOCKING Story of Recovery
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